All That I Know Is I'm Breathing

"The storm is coming but i don't mind. 
People are dying, i close my blinds. 

All that i know is i'm breathing now. 

I want to change the world...instead i sleep. 
I want to believe in more than you and me. 

But all that i know is i'm breathing. 
All i can do is keep breathing. 
All we can do is keep breathing now."
--- By Ingrid Michaelson


Sometimes ending up with an unexpected stay on your local CF ward is, well, a blessing in disguise I guess. This struggle of all of the few health things going on is just kind of getting too much for me...Reinforcements were needed- and reinforcements we have.


I have been walking through a few days now with my eyes have shut pleading for wakefulness... I guess every plea cannot go answered, or perhaps my state of wakefulness what an answer to something that may have been much sleepier...


So we'll tackle the lungs, the blood, the mouth, the stomach and see where that takes us... In a medical breakthrough today I learned that my body is not creating antibodies.  Of he 14 things the doctor tested I had 0 for all 14. So that's really not good... but at least we can address that one and take care of these isues a little bit at a time.
I'm fried, tired, jumpy, and nearing delirium.. so I'll write more tomorrow.


Love Love Love (expression borrowed from Sarah Jones  )


Until another time.
-Tara